HAPPY NEW YEAR - 2010!

Before the clock strikes at 12,

Before I start a new chapter in life again & leave the old one,

Before I say goodbye to the year 2009,

Before I welcome the year 2010,

Before I start my new year 2010,

Before I considered myself as a secondary 5 student officially,

Before I start thinking of my New Year resolutions,

Before I start missing the year 2009,

 .... There are so many before's, I don't think I could even finish them,

I think these are enough BEFORE'S that I can possibly type it here before you all go crazy..

But before everything,

I've got to say that I've had the most AMAZING year 2009!

To be honest, 2009 was a year that started with almost a lot of rough patches. I remember when I went to school the first day, I had to choose which classes to go already without knowing who's going to be my homeroom teacher, and who are those people that are going to be in my class..
The first day of school itself was already a tough one. I had to make the hardest decision BUT yet, I managed to make the right one. I was so scared that who are my new classmates & teachers going to be. I was afraid that they might turn out to be people that I don't normally hang around with, and teachers that are not really as good as the other teachers in the school. I wasn't really used to being in a new class for the first few days as I was actually trying to fit myself in with some of the new classmates that I have. But after a while, I guess I was used to it already.
Everything started to change and I was gradually getting used to the new surrounding. I was still happy in a new class even though I wasn't in the same class as my besties: Yee Xin, Chloe, Amelia & Liyana; 'cause we would hang out almost everyday in school during breaks. So at least that doesn't change anything:) I still feel the same as though nothing has changed for even a bit because seeing them, just made everything the same. It felt like I wasn't in a different class than them anymore:)


So, I guess the year 2009 certainly started with a BIG change. Only for me, heh.

Apart from that, I know that somewhere beginning of this year, my besties & I sort of had a rough time.
We actually had some misunderstandings going on.. It made all of us felt like we weren't that close anymore. Especially for me, when that incident happened, even though you guys said to start all over again & forget about whatever that has happened, I still couldn't forget it. Perhaps part of me just couldn't bring myself to face you all again like how I used to behave in front of you guys. I was in fact trying to avoid myself from having any conversations with them almost every time, and when they tried to make conversations with me, I would always just reply in short sentences. It felt clearly that I wasn't really feeling like talking to them anymore. & I just didn't know why I felt that way. Perhaps I'm just someone who couldn't forget somethings easily & it would really take a longer time for me to accept it & actually start all over again.

Till today, I would just sometimes think about it, and actually thought that how silly & childish were we. I think if something like that ever happen to us again, I would LAUGH man. Literally. Because I think there's no reason why we should act like that again, and no reason for us to make small arguments that weren't even worth the time. We should all not let little things come into our friendship, and always believe in one another. That way, I'm sure nothing will ever come into our way again, even if it's something like the incident that happened this year ever repeats again.

I know that next year it's going to be a different year again. It will be SPM for us & all, and I know most of us will be extremely occupied & tied up with our own things. & therefore, I know we wouldn't be spending as much time as we had this year together anymore. Even so, I hope that we would still be as close as we are now:)

I don't know whether I've play my role as a good friend or not, but there's one thing that I really need to say, you guys have certainly been a great friend all along! Everyone of you is always there for me when I need help. It's undeniable that you all indeed spiced up my year 2009:) & it would certainly be a memorable one for me. I love ya'll! ♥ I hope next year is going to be a better year for us all!:)


& A SHOUT OUT TO GRACE FOONG FO-YIN! :D

I know you don't read my blog, but still, I would really love to say this to you as well: YOU HAVE BEEN THE LONGEST GREATEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD. I am so blessed & happy to have a friend like you. You are always there to comfort me when I'm really down, encourage me when I have really lost faith, and your endless praise towards me, even when I don't think I really deserve being praised! Hahaha. I know there are times when I really don't see eye-to-eye with you, but no matter what, you are always a great friend! & I don't think that'll ever change:)

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Alright guys, I'm really sorry about the super long post without pictures today. :D It must sure has bored the hell out of you all. I will make it up to you all by uploading some more pictures when I'm not feeling lazy. Teehee.

OH, I almost forgot, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD. & ENJOY THE YEAR OF 2010 TO THE FULLEST:) By fullest, I do not meant by doing drugs, having free sex, involving in crimes, or whatever you name it. :p

DON'T EVER LOOK BACK AT THE MISTAKES YOU'VE DONE IN THE YEAR 2009. 

hehe, I always say that:p & I don't know why.

TREAT THE YEAR 2010 AS A NEW BEGINNING FOR YOURSELF! :)

  

Good luck to me because I have heaps of things already piled out orderly for me next year.
1st on my list is my ballet competition.
2nd, my piano exam.
3rd, my ballet exam.
4th, time to reconsider which college to head to right after form 5. Because right now, I have another college in mind other than Concord in UK, which is F.I,T in New York. But it doesn't seem to me that my parents would let me go to New York to study.. :(
5th, I need to buck up on my weak subjects: Add Maths&Biology. A lot of work needs to be done.
6th, my SPM exam which is waiting for me.

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Okay, I reckon this is the longest post I've ever had so far. Hehe. My sincere apologies if this post has turned out to be not as marvelous as what some of you might have expected:)

I'm still trying to improve, don't forget that. hee.

So, I'm guessing that this is the time where I should say goodbye already to 2009! & hello to 2010 because it's already 12am. :D

Have a goodnight & enjoy your first day tomorrow of the new year:)

ps; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNTY AMY! Her birthday just so happened to be on the 1st of January. HOW LUCKY! Haha. Celebrating New Year's Eve & her birthday at once=super cool.

pps; In case you're wondering how I managed to type SO many things just right before 12am, actually, I used a trick. I've in fact prepared this post beforehand. :D That's why I'm so fast today! HAHA.

xoxo,

krystal.

Tuning in; Love Like This - SS501