Life is not always rainbows and butterflies.

Hello readers!

Our college had a belated Halloween celebration yesterday and there was fireworks too!:) Overall, it was such a lovely time and experience as it was my first time dressing up! I actually dressed up as Poison Ivy. It was a rather last minute plan, but I was glad that it managed to turn out quite okay. ;) I didn't dare to wear my super bright red wig that I've bought the other day because I was too afraid that it might look ridiculously hideous on me. So yea, I decided not to risk it, hence, resulted in my normal hairstyle. :D

It was a corset top that I bought online, two long black gloves, and some fake ivy leaves that I got from amazon as well as a pair of green stockings and a boyshorts. So yeap. That was basically MY version of Posion Ivy. Laugh all you want if you think it's funny. Haha, cause I somehow think mine is kind of a failed version though. 

Oh well, these are just a few pictures... I am just too lazy to upload every single one of them after I've already uploaded some on facebook. 

Apart from that, I'm glad that I've finally submitted in my UCAS application! OH my. So nervous now. I wonder whether my personal statement is good enough, whether my results are actually okay. Gosh. So finally, my choices of universities were as follows:
- Imperial College
- UCL
- Bath
- Sheffield
- Loughborough

Yeap. Wanted to go for Manchester but I'm just toooo afraid of the rejections. Oh well, we'll see... Wish me luck!

In the meantime, all the best to those of you who are in the midst of examinations or those who have exams in the coming weeks (like me)!

LOVE,
krystal.

What do you call this?

I hate what I'm feeling right now. This feeling is supposed to be something that I won't be having anymore, ever. I just hate it that when you really want to find out or know where that person is, or whether he's doing fine or okay, and in return, the person just don't seemed to be bothered by giving you any replies.. In fact, they will just tell you that the reason for not being able to reply is: "My phone was in the room all the time." Yeah, see what I mean? How bad that excuse is. Seriously. Some people just don't seem to realize how much people care for them. To them, they just think relationship is just purely having each other's company during those free and leisure time, that's all. Nothing more and nothing less than that. I guess that just simply make things even easier, it means that the person is not even ready to be in a relationship at all. He's just not mature enough to be caring for someone else. I just feel like I'm wasting too much time, energy and effort in this. I thought this would all be over and gone by now, but I didn't know that it's just too difficult for me to sweep all these problems under the carpet and act like tomorrow is another new day like what he does all the time. This is just too tiring and it saddens to see myself often ending up in this kind of position, knowing really well that the other person clearly doesn't think too much of you. I guess this is just giving me a sign that this relationship isn't going to head anywhere, it's not going to be lasting. It's just something that you feel that it's so hard to let go just cause you're so involved and pretty much quite attached to it already. So I think I shall see how things go and do what I shall do.

Till then.

Embracing love.

Hi guys, I'm really sorry for not updating this blog of mine as often as I've supposed to.

Anyways, a lot has been going on lately. I just don't know how to list down what are all of them, but I can tell you that it involves loads of preps, revision, UCAS, personal statement, relationships, emotions and yada yada.. Oh well, I've been experiencing quite a lot in my relationship lately. I'm going through a phase which is really tough and I think it requires a lot of effort, time and energy in order to make things work. Right now, I'm trying not to think too much about it anymore because I feel the more I think, the more I feel that I'm the only one truly involved in it. It feels as though the other one don't even care, sometimes. I just can't describe this teeny weeny sense of feeling that I have inside of me whenever something really terrible happen.

So, I have been really happy to treat myself with some guilty pleasures to spend my time instead of thinking nonsense that would just lead to no where good. Know what? Vampire Diaries Season 3. YEAH. Awesome. :) It's been really good so far I think. I've been keeping up until the latest episode, which is episode 4. Teehe. Well, truly, I have to thank my beloved bestie for giving me such a useful website that allows me to stream movies & shows:) Also, I've started to watch Season 4 of 90210 actually. In my opinion, the beginning of this new season seems to be a little bit draggy, and pointless. It now involves quite a lot of other new characters. Yeah, which means more drama I suppose. Don't know whether I have that much time to catch up with it episodes by episodes since Vampire Diaries is actually more than enough for me already.

Besides, I have some exciting news to share with all of you! Half-term holidays in the UK is coming soon! It's exactly 2 weeks from now. Hehehe, I can sense the excitement in myself already. Guess where am I going to explore this time? PARIS! paris Paris!! *grins* I can't believe I'm actually going there. My dream to visit Paris one day is almost coming true :) So excited, seriously. I just hope that this trip is going to be a really good one that could allow me to relax and enjoy myself at the same time. Not to mention, I think I would definitely gain a few kilograms when I come back after half-term since the food there in Paris is just so, so good.

Okay, enough about that already. I'll update you guys more! :)

LOVE.
KRYSTAL..

If only unicorns existed...

What would you do in order to stop something bad from happening? Well, the answer is, just let it happen. There's no way that you could run away from something that is bound to happen. That's the truth, and so I say, life truly does not go around your way everytime. I feel really sad whenever I see what's happening between me and him right now. It just saddens me that an almost 6 month's of relationship is starting to head to another direction. Comparing to the very first time, many things were all of bed and roses. I'm just really surprised about how things could change in just a few month's time.

Anyway, I think I should really be in bed now. I'm having Saturday tests tomorrow for Maths and Chemistry! Wish me luck! ;)

xx

The real deal.

Just thought of sharing this. I found it from my brother's Facebook post. Thought that it's kinda true to everything that it says :)


ENJOY.


A Real Boyfriend.



Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your lips,
-Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy,
-Grab her and don't let go
When she starts cursing at you,
-Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet,
-Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you,
-Give her your attention
When she pulls away,
-Pull her back
When you see her at her worst,
-Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying,
-Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking,
-Sneak up and hug her from behind
When she's scared,
-Protect her
When she steals your favorite hoodie,
-Let her keep it for the night
When she teases you,
-Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time,
-Reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt,
-Back yourself up
When she says that she loves you,
-she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands,
-Hold hers back
When she bumps into you,
-Bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret,
-It means she trusts you. Keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes,
-dont look away until she does
When she says it's over,
-she still wants you to be hers
When she reposts this bulletin,
-she wants you to read it
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to wish her & tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Offer her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, hold her tight & ask her "Whose ass am i kicking?"