Sweet memories

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Those are the pictures for the Classical Ballet Competition of TDS finals that I didn't get to upload the other day. :) 

Hope you guys enjoyed it!

Anyway, I went to Pavilion yesterday. AND. Spent so much. Gosh, I ended up buying 3 dresses! Argh. It's impossible to control myself when I saw so many pretty dresses there that I want. So, yeap, eventually I bought all of them, and in the end, I couldn't even recognize my own purse! Because it was soooo skinny, compared to when I first brought out from home. :( 

Oh well, I guess it's alright to spend once in a while, especially when I didn't even shop for like, almost 2 months? Hmm. So it should be okay. Not really a big problem I reckon. ;) I should look more on the bright side, haha. Who wouldn't pay for dresses that make them look pretty? Am I right? Teehee.

Okay, what I'm going to say next would be something really non-related to anything of the above. 

Sometimes, well, I wonder, what are friends for? Friends should be someone who will be there for you no matter what, and will always be there for you through thick & thin. But, somehow, I wonder, certain people around me are not really what you call, friends. I really think the friendship that I once had from young, since kindergarten time, is starting to feel like it's just another junk from the rubbish bin. I'm not trying to be too harsh, but seriously, some people are just like that. They just treat you like dirt in front of their posh friends, as though as we doesn't exist before. Are we really not up to par with you all? Do you really think that you are that classy compared to us all?

Just by judging from the way you behave, you are actually no better than us. You're just putting on a mask and pretending to be like them. I just don't get it, why can't these people just act and behave normally in front of us? Perhaps, after so long, I've finally come to my senses and realized that you are actually someone who just knows how to use people, and play according to situation. You don't even treat us as your friends. Let me put it this way, we may be just another accessory for you. Something that you will wear when you need it, and just put is aside or even throw it away when you don't need it. 

I really can't stand it and definitely hate it when you only talk or act like you're one of our friends around us when you have no one to turn to; when none of your posh friends are around you. Seriously, what are we? Your slaves? I really don't know whether to laugh or cry whenever I see you. I just feel like telling you off. BUT sadly, my parents always tells me to just keep it to myself and not make such a big fuss over it. Well, frankly, I'm not the only one who sees that, even my siblings and people around me also realize this weakness, or shall I say, act of yours. 

You know what, I don't care anymore, why do I have to waste my time over a friend like you who doesn't even respect their friends? I'm deeply disgusted by your true colours, and I feel so sorry about it. I'm so sorry that you have to always put on a show in front of your friends, not having been able to be yourself in front of them. That's just so sad & at the same time, pathetic.

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I'm so sorry that you guys have to read all those complaints about someone. I really hope that that someone will one day change his/her attitude. Enough said. There's no point blabbing more... :)

ps; i passed my Undang test the other day with 49/50 marks! Wooohoo. I'm so proud of myself. 

XOXO LOVE krystal;