Helloo peeps.
Guess what? Today I went on an organic diet! Had organic lunch today at a place where I've been planning to dine for a very long time already. Anyways, I've newly created this header, I know it's not really that "wow" but I hope it's good enough to stay on this blog of mine before I finally find a better one. Tehee.
Okie dokes.
Life's been pretty tiring lately. I wonder does it have to do with the fact that I've recently recovered from a severe throwing up & diarrhea session, or is it just because I don't know what else to do rather than wasting my time in front of the computer until the wee hours till the next morning? Hmm. That leaves a big question mark in my head.
Oh well, on the other hand, I hate to say this, but my summer holidays is almost coming to an end. And that means, I have to finally head back to reality, to a place so far away that I don't even know why did I choose that place in the first place. Anyhow, these aren't the important thing right now. What I have to really think about now is my PERSONAL STATEMENT. I've basically completed a few drafts for my personal statement and till today, I still find that they aren't good enough. Could it be due to the lack of confidence that I have in myself? Or is it that I am academically challenged by soooo many students around me? Yeah. That could be it. I know I may not be the brightest, smartest and the one that actually excelled exceedingly well in this AS exam that I've recently sat for, but I believe that nothing's going to stop me from pursuing Chemical Engineering as a degree in University. I just can't stand the fact that people always tend to look down on me, thinking that it's a degree that I have to think more than TWICE before making the decision. I know what I'm up to, and signing up myself for, and I am definitely prepared to face it in future. So, quit telling me what isn't the right thing or what is the best thing for me. I just wish that I could prove these people wrong in the coming days.
It's a bit frustrating whenever you listen to people telling you how bad you are, and that they think they know so well about how you are going to perform in your exams. But deep down inside, you are the only one that knows all these aren't true, because you are going to blow their minds off by surprising them when the real thing happens. That's it. That's just what I keep telling myself. I know that even though these people think they know what's the BEST for you, but do they actually know how it feels when you want something so badly, yet, they try to break your spirit by saying things that defeat you? I truly, truly hope that when I go back to Concord this time, I may have proven some teachers wrong; especially to those who not only have not had any faith in me at all, but also constantly telling me that I'm not up to par. I just hope that I might have made them change their minds. I hope that I won't have to experience anything like this for the rest of my days in college anymore. Let's all cheer for a great start of new semester as seniors back at college! ;)
Alrighty, I guess that's just about it for now. Gotta go now. Will update more.
XO.
Krystalho.
Guess what? Today I went on an organic diet! Had organic lunch today at a place where I've been planning to dine for a very long time already. Anyways, I've newly created this header, I know it's not really that "wow" but I hope it's good enough to stay on this blog of mine before I finally find a better one. Tehee.
Okie dokes.
Life's been pretty tiring lately. I wonder does it have to do with the fact that I've recently recovered from a severe throwing up & diarrhea session, or is it just because I don't know what else to do rather than wasting my time in front of the computer until the wee hours till the next morning? Hmm. That leaves a big question mark in my head.
Oh well, on the other hand, I hate to say this, but my summer holidays is almost coming to an end. And that means, I have to finally head back to reality, to a place so far away that I don't even know why did I choose that place in the first place. Anyhow, these aren't the important thing right now. What I have to really think about now is my PERSONAL STATEMENT. I've basically completed a few drafts for my personal statement and till today, I still find that they aren't good enough. Could it be due to the lack of confidence that I have in myself? Or is it that I am academically challenged by soooo many students around me? Yeah. That could be it. I know I may not be the brightest, smartest and the one that actually excelled exceedingly well in this AS exam that I've recently sat for, but I believe that nothing's going to stop me from pursuing Chemical Engineering as a degree in University. I just can't stand the fact that people always tend to look down on me, thinking that it's a degree that I have to think more than TWICE before making the decision. I know what I'm up to, and signing up myself for, and I am definitely prepared to face it in future. So, quit telling me what isn't the right thing or what is the best thing for me. I just wish that I could prove these people wrong in the coming days.
It's a bit frustrating whenever you listen to people telling you how bad you are, and that they think they know so well about how you are going to perform in your exams. But deep down inside, you are the only one that knows all these aren't true, because you are going to blow their minds off by surprising them when the real thing happens. That's it. That's just what I keep telling myself. I know that even though these people think they know what's the BEST for you, but do they actually know how it feels when you want something so badly, yet, they try to break your spirit by saying things that defeat you? I truly, truly hope that when I go back to Concord this time, I may have proven some teachers wrong; especially to those who not only have not had any faith in me at all, but also constantly telling me that I'm not up to par. I just hope that I might have made them change their minds. I hope that I won't have to experience anything like this for the rest of my days in college anymore. Let's all cheer for a great start of new semester as seniors back at college! ;)
Alrighty, I guess that's just about it for now. Gotta go now. Will update more.
XO.
Krystalho.
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