What do you call this?

I hate what I'm feeling right now. This feeling is supposed to be something that I won't be having anymore, ever. I just hate it that when you really want to find out or know where that person is, or whether he's doing fine or okay, and in return, the person just don't seemed to be bothered by giving you any replies.. In fact, they will just tell you that the reason for not being able to reply is: "My phone was in the room all the time." Yeah, see what I mean? How bad that excuse is. Seriously. Some people just don't seem to realize how much people care for them. To them, they just think relationship is just purely having each other's company during those free and leisure time, that's all. Nothing more and nothing less than that. I guess that just simply make things even easier, it means that the person is not even ready to be in a relationship at all. He's just not mature enough to be caring for someone else. I just feel like I'm wasting too much time, energy and effort in this. I thought this would all be over and gone by now, but I didn't know that it's just too difficult for me to sweep all these problems under the carpet and act like tomorrow is another new day like what he does all the time. This is just too tiring and it saddens to see myself often ending up in this kind of position, knowing really well that the other person clearly doesn't think too much of you. I guess this is just giving me a sign that this relationship isn't going to head anywhere, it's not going to be lasting. It's just something that you feel that it's so hard to let go just cause you're so involved and pretty much quite attached to it already. So I think I shall see how things go and do what I shall do.

Till then.