KrystalH❤︎

Be who you want to be, not what others expect of you;

I am constantly dreaming of my future. & that's pretty weird.

6 March 2010
Hey.

Sorry for the lack of updates lately. I've been indeed really occupied with all my school/extra-curricular activities as well as the endless homework given by my teachers.

Can't imagine that March term holiday starts in just a week time. So fast. After that, we all have to head back to school and prepare for our Class Test 2 again. Wow. See, that's what I'm talking about. Time is constantly moving at a speed that you can't even see or notice. At a blink of an eye, it would be the time for you to sit for our SPM already. Hahaha, okay. I think that's a bit toooo far already. We are still in the month of March here!! So I shouldn't go further than that, yeah.

And by the way, someone's birthday is coming soon too. Very soon. Sooner than what I have imagined. I still don't know how to celebrate it. I wanna throw a dinner party at Mizu japanese fine dining restaurant in Bangsar, at the same time, I also want to have fun with all my current/ex-classmates and my BFF by maybe going out or something. Aiks, I really don't know. It's so frustrating every time when I discuss about my birthday plans with my parents. I never thought that throwing a party would be this hard. Seriously. It's supposed to be something really fun and easy to do, but every time when my parents have different opinions about how I should celebrate my birthday, it really makes me upset. I always tell myself this: "It's my birthday, and it should be me making the decisions. blablablaaa"

Anyway, I really hope that I could sort all these out by tomorrow!! Gosh, I need to send out my invitation cards already! I'm way behind time. I'm afraid if I give out the invitations toooo last minute, nobody would attend :( Alamak. It's always best to have a surprise party than a planned one. I don't know why. I just love it like that. It would make you feel like you're the most blissful girl ever. Haha, well that's just what I think. I know many of you don't really fancy surprises, but I am someone who really loves surprises, especially real good ones! Hehe.

Hmm, I think I should put up my birthday wishlist as soon as possible :p It WILL be really fun! I love to do this, even though most of the time, it doesn't really work because not everyone will buy you a gift that you've wished for. :D I hope I'm not right somehow. Haha.

Alright, enough of my birthday thing, I'm just going to bore you guys if I keep continue talking about it. So, I'm just going to talk about something else which is totally non-related to it. :) Okay, coming to something more serious... Honestly, I just don't know why my temper is getting worse day by day.. I really need help. I can simply throw a tantrum easily to someone, especially my family members.. Oh gosh. What's wrong with me?! Maybe the pressure & stress that I have now explains the reason of my bad behaviour. I hope it would be better. I miss going to church already. :(

Okie dokes, I gotta go now, have to complete up my homework before it's toooo late. Anyway, a shout out to all SPM candidates out there: "GOOD LUCK IN RECEIVING YOUR RESULTS ON THURSDAY!! ALL THE BEST~ especially to my dearest cousin, Eugene :)"


ps; Sometimes life can be pretty unfair.
pps; Brother & Melody just took the flight back to Melbourne few hours ago. Take care!!! *loves.


You can't really get everything you want or have asked for in life.
However, some people tend to get what they want all the time. 
And that's why I said, life can be pretty unfair at time. It depends.
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