Don't fret, just smile

Just had my first day of lecture today, as a final year student. 

What's the feeling like? 

...Nothing really that spectacular. Really. 

Except that, when I think back about it, today's going to be the first and also the last time that I'll start my day as a third year undergraduate at this university. Heh. 

So, the bright side was, I only had one lecture today. Just one. I'd say it was a rather nice and soft start for a first lecture. I guess, the harder and greater work load only comes probably from this Friday or next week onwards. Hopefully, I'd be able to cope with everything for this semester. I don't want to adopt the habit of doing things at the very last minute anymore, especially when it comes to revision all that. Really gotta keep reminding myself that! 

After my lecture today, it was pretty much just chilling at home, and then sorting out my stuff before I headed off to the city centre to carry out some errands, shopping and catchup with some friends :)

Honestly, I'm still trying to adapt to the changes that is currently taking place towards my daily routine now: no more expecting late night skype calls, consistent whatsapp messages as well as random phone calls from the pug; all of that which are no longer the same as it used to be whenever I'm back in the UK like last time. 

I guess this thought and feeling that I'm having now will eventually wear off when university work starts to be more demanding and when it requires more time and attention for my dissertation project.. So I believe by then, these would be sufficient to take my mind off all the concerns that I have towards my relationship. Well, let's just hope so. (Trying to remain as optimistic as possible)

Apart from that, I'm somehow glad that I've been having this sort of "mini-jetlag" condition since I came back. Consistently been waking up voluntarily without the help of any alarm clock at around the time range of between 6am to 8am. Really impressed with myself as I managed to pull myself out of bed without wasting any time rolling on & on in bed, heh. As ridiculous as this may sound, I really hope that this sleeping pattern of mine would last for the entire semester because it will definitely result in a more productive day for myself. So, I'm just waiting to see when till' exactly this "discipline" behaviour of mine would actually start to show signs of deterioration.. Hah.

Okie dokes, that's all for now.

Bonne nuit!

✗

KrystalH